Oh hai! LOL. I hate hate HATE bugs with a passion but this picture cracks me up. How does someone even get a picture like this? Seriously?
So, today was a very accomplished day pour moi just because I went to my 8am class! It's pretty funny because I went out and consumed sweet nothings that came in liquid form (gotta stay PG).. and went to sleep really late! Somehow, I managed to drag my butt out of bed and go to class, AND stay awake AND take legible notes. HOllaa! It's just so weird because... the probability of me attending this class have been slowly decreasing as time increases. OH well! I promised myself that next week, I really need to crack down on going to my classes, going to the gym (i took a hiatus last week cos of midterms.. excuses, I know!), and really knuckling down on the studying. I mean business here!
Anyway, I was thinking about dealbreakers today while walking home from my class..and I was thinking what are some dealbreakers for some of you? Mine was always no drugs... no smoking. That was like one of the BIGGEST ones. EVAR. Theres probably others, but that was a main one. Now that I think of it, a lot of my relationships... kinda failed cos of this dealbreaker.
My first boyfriend ever AKA i-thought-he-was-the-love-of-my-life boyfriend, we broke up because of that. It's funny because.. he actually broke up with me because he felt so so so bad... and I was willing to overlook it and work things out (oh what we do when we're in lust).
Then comes this guy I dated for 2 years! After high school... and he just loved to go to raves and do E too much. It wasn't the reason why we broke up.. but it definitely contributed. We would always argue about it and he said that i was being unreasonable, that it'd be near impossible to be clean and straightedge. But yep.. that was the end of that one.
Now there's a sorta kinda new interest. BUt.. he smokes weed. -__- (maybe it really IS impossible to find someone, jk, read down more). Now the question is.. is that a deal breaker? I'm not sure now. Maybe I've given up, or maybe i think that we're young and go through this phase of doing things and experimenting, and that it'll go away eventually? I guess I'm considering this new outlook, looking back at past relationships that kinda died because of this one requirement of mine... anyway, we'll see.
However, i DO know someone who is straightedge. He is SO NICE. and I would be all up on that.. if he didn't have a girlfriend. Noted, he is younger, maybe thats why it's easier? Because i was definitely like that when I was younger "OMG no drugs, no drinking. No smoking!" but as you get older... things become more accessible, life gets a littllee more stressful and there are these things to "help" with the stress. BUT, the moral of this story is that there ARE people out there who don't do such things.
Anyway, time to watch this weeks episode of vampire diaries.. and then back home it is for le weekend!
Have a lovely day <3
